Thank you for the moments. Those days with you were the best I’ve ever had. With you I got to experience something a girl like me can really appreciate. A walk along the beach, holding hands… kissing in public… sleeping with your arm around me… hanging out at night just staring at the moon and the stars… being in the water, just embracing each other and talking because I don’t know how to swim… sleeping through a movie in the theater while holding your hand because I’m too tired… the way you kissed my hand and my forehead at random times… the way you looked at me as if I’m the only girl you saw.
Though my time with you was very short, I’d like to thank you for making me feel special again. I haven’t had that in a long time. I forgot how it felt like to be romantic, to care for someone, and you reminded me of that. You awakened something in me that’s been asleep for some time. I haven’t been in a relationship for a long time that I didn’t even know I still had it in me. You came and made me FEEL alive again.
But sadly, you had to go. At the back of my mind, I knew what we had was over. I hoped you would stay, but I guess it never would have worked out anyway. Our time together, the attraction, the passion was there, but only for a fleeting moment. I thought I would be okay with it. That all I needed was a reminder that I deserved to be with someone and I deserved to be loved. I conditioned my mind to this idea. But why do I feel a certain longing now that you’re gone and I have no one to hold or kiss? Now I find myself longing for that feeling I felt when I was with you. I guess I just didn’t want that feeling to end. I wanted more.
Now all I have left are memories. I know I should just move on and look forward to meeting the guy that is willing to commit to me. Maybe I should do that. But for now, I miss you. I miss your kisses and your smile. I wish you were still here with me. I wish you could have fallen in love with me. I wish we were more than just a fling.
Though my time with you was very short, I’d like to thank you for making me feel special again. I haven’t had that in a long time. I forgot how it felt like to be romantic, to care for someone, and you reminded me of that. You awakened something in me that’s been asleep for some time. I haven’t been in a relationship for a long time that I didn’t even know I still had it in me. You came and made me FEEL alive again.
Now all I have left are memories. I know I should just move on and look forward to meeting the guy that is willing to commit to me. Maybe I should do that. But for now, I miss you. I miss your kisses and your smile. I wish you were still here with me. I wish you could have fallen in love with me. I wish we were more than just a fling.
